I know I promised to never get cryptic on here again but I've got to post this while it's still fresh in my mind.
It's like nature has got a 'role' for me, like I have my place in nature just as everyone else does. In fact I'm pretty much convinced of the fact. Thing is it's not a role I want or need. How do I deal with this? Do I give in and accept the role or do I fight it in the hope I'm wrong about the role and that I will eventually better myself? The latter is all very noble but what if you genuinely cannot change your role in nature if indeed it exists? It's no use saying ''just take each day as it comes'' because by doing so I get more and more pushed in to the role I don't want. And say I do change my place in life what then? Will I get some kind of backlash from nature? That doesn't sound good.
